i suffer from severe depression amd anxiety and this time of year it spirals out of control... i am extremely lonely and dont have anyone to turn to...top it off my boyfriend of a year and a half, the man i was going to marry and start a life with broke up with me, none of my friends will talk to me and i dont really have any, im scared to leave my house.. im hitting one of the lowest point i have ever felt. i was a year clean of self harm in april but right now i am more triggered than i have been in a long time...not looking for sympathy or attention, just want to know if anyone else feels like this...