Divorce is hard

Crying and screaming in my car cause I can't go into my empty house that's to big and deal with my two puppy's.  Divorce  was my courageous choice to leave an abusuve man it's been finalized 2 months but when my bank account gets low and I'm praying to make it to next Friday's paycheck with out overdrawing on my account  and after hours on the phone trying to get my insanely expensive diabetes supplies covered and updated. I feel like I just can't hate him enough.