Fingering? 😖😶

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I was masturbating and I usually finger myself after rubbing my clit. So I don't use lube because I am usually very wet and I usually only put 1finger inside but then I decided to do 2 everything was going great until I tried to take my fingers out and it hurt extremely. Any ways to make fingering easier? I don't have access to lube because of my age (my mom keeps some but I'm too afraid to take it) any other things I could use as lube? Please respond and no hate.❤️