I cried when I found out my best friend was pregnant for the second time. I cried because she doesn't deserve her for the fact she doesn't want to quit drugs she doesn't have her first child due to drugs. She is in and out of jail and shooting meth and she says she try's to quit but doesn't I know she will love her baby girl but not as much as she loves her drugs and I cry for her child and I cry for her first baby. I cry because no matter how much I want another child the ones that don't deserve( maybe I shouldn't say deserve but who don't need ) the precious little joys get them. There are woman out here that can't have them and want them so bad the cry them selves to sleep at night and all day yet drug addicted woman get to sell there kids for more drugs. I'm so upset at the world for all the drugs and pray that they stay clean for the last time and get straight for the last time. I am pray for all the ladies and gentlemen to have their chance at hold that wonderful joy in their hands one day and watch them grow to be wonderful people who make joys of their own.