My whole life I've always wanted to be a mother, and lover. I truly feel I have met my person and all I can think about since we got together was having a family. Back in August my thyroid levels went wild (I don't have one) & made me feel pregnant, I had one faint line but negative blood test, & extreme cramping every few hours and then one day I passed something. Very little bleeding after that. I was very sad even though I didn't know what it was. I had a bartholin cyst abscess and the extreme pain caused me to miss 2 periods. So come end of november when I got my first period. Flash forward to now, we decided to wait 2 years to actually try, for now he pulls out. BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT TO WANT TO PROCREATE. IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS. I keep thinking if I finish school and start my career then we can try... but the fever keeps on. 🙃