Advice and support needed

Melissa
On December 4th 2016 I was a day away from being 8 weeks pregnant. It was my first time pregnant and I could not have been more excited as I tried for a long time. It ended up being a tubal/ectopic pregnancy. I've been devastated ever since. My tube ruptured and I himraged and died. The only thing that saved me was the blood the doctors had given me just in time... so my problem here is I'm so afraid the same thing will happen to me again... We are trying again, but I have read horror stories of it happening to women to the point of infertility. Has anyone had successful pregnancies after an ectopic? If so, we you terrified as well? More than anything I just want a little one of my own. Also, did anyone that had an ectopic have an IUD in the past? I've read that many women have had them after the removal of the IUD.