So, it actually happened today. I actually got mad that a friend of mine is preganant and I'm not. I never in a million years thought me not have a baby yet would lead me to feel anger towards someone other than myself and my husband. I mean she told me over text and I just cried...not to mention we had just left a gender reveal for a cousin. Who is having their second. (The first is only 7months)

But then again the fact that my ob doc somehow 'forgot' and didn't have it in his records that he had diagnosed me with endo at 15....I'm 27. I've only ever seen this one ob. I went to see him in Jan for my yearly and I wasn't going to ask him again if I should be worried yet (this was going to be the 3rd year in a row) bc the last 2 times he just said it can take a while. Told me to log and keep up with when we had sex. So, now once I remind him that he has in fact diagnosed me with endo....he now says it's time to start the testing.

Now, after I've kind of given up on it. Now, that I took a job traveling bc he kept telling me it just takes a while. Now, after I've asked several times if I should be worried. Now, he decides it time to worry. But non of that matters bc I can't do the testing without my husband. And well, my husband doesn't think he is the problem. Says he can't be bc neither of his brothers had problems getting their wives preganant.

I'm over it and needed to rant. Sorry.