Am I not over him?

It's been 4 months. 4 months since me and my ex broke up. We were together for 3 years but best friends for 8. I immediately got into another relationship, I was pressured too. I love my boyfriend... sometimes I think I'm in love with him. But I don't know. I'm constantly thinking bout my ex. How life was so much easier, happier, better. I'm depressed. I cry all the time. My boyfriend always asks me what's wrong & I just tell him I'm depressed. I have no one but him. & my best friend is gone. My ex just asked me why I text him. I sent him this. He cheated emotionally, not physically. Idk what to do. I'm so depressed. I can't hurt the guy in with. But I can't keep feeling this way. 

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