Lately my husband has been going out constantly. Like every weekend and at least 4 nights a week. He has went out with his friends FIVE nights this week and just told me tonight he's going dirt biking with them all day tomorrow (Sunday).  He goes dirt biking with them at least once a week for an entire day (6am - 11pm) and when he isn't riding his dirt bike he's over at his friends house hanging out. He's 29 I'm 25. We have two babies under 2 and I'm always here alone since I'm a SAHM and don't have many friends where we live (I moved to be with him when we got married). I don't meet anyone because I have my kids 24/7. Don't get me wrong I LOVE being around my kids all the time, it just gets lonely sometimes. He had a four day weekend this week so I got excited and was thinking about things we could do as a family for the last couple of weeks. He comes home Friday and says we can't do anything because he's going over to his friends house to work on his dirt bike and then going out all Sunday. He's been over there pretty solidly since Friday😒.  My son who is almost 2 adores his father and gets so excited to see him so my heart breaks for him when he goes out and leaves him crying at the door😔 I asked him to run to the store tonight to grab some milk, bread etc while I put our 6 month old to sleep and asked if he could take our son with him. Initially he told me no and when I got annoyed he begrudgingly took him. When he came home he was grumpy and when I asked what was wrong he said that our son cried the 5 minute drive home and he had a headache😒 He then said he was going to his friends and left and said he didn't know what time he would be home. Like? I know he isn't cheating because my friend is his best friends gf and said he's there Im just annoyed because he's never home and never wants to be here with his kids. (Both were planned). My dad actually gave him the money for half the dirt bike for Christmas and ever since he bought it he's been obsessed. It's all he talks about and all he wants to do all the time. Whenever I ask him to watch the kids he just acts all put out. He has literally never watched them alone longer than 30 mins since they were born because he claims they're my responsibility while "they're this young". We have a good relationship otherwise, good sex life etc I'm just so frustrated and have no idea what to do. Talking to him doesn't help because he just says I'm jealous since I can't go out and he can😒 what would you do?